Yää.

Hello guys and girls!
Been a lesser while since I last checked in here. Since my last entry was about me getting a job interview, it's quite fitting that this entry too will contain some info about that event.

Since last time it's been Christmas, and tomorrow is New Year's Eve. Christmas was great. Spent Christmas Eve at Mom's house. The whole family was there, and my Joackim as well :) He prepared most of the Christmas all by himself, and he was the guest haha. I think my family might have to step up our game to keep up with him :)
Tomorrow is still quite undecided. Seemed we were going to have a quiet evening with my family, being joined up with some of my friends at the harbour to see the fireworks. But now we might be going to some party before that... Well, it's all very complicated.

About the work interview on the 18th December, it actually went pretty good :) They thought I was a person of "interest". At the end of the interview they said they'd call and give me notice at the end of the year or in the beginning. And guess what? They called me tonight. At first he asked me what I thought about the job. I told him what I thought: That it seemed like a good job except for the comission(is that the right word?). I said that I thought it was a bit too low. Then he let me know that I had got it all totally wrong. I thought that for each 15 alarms I sold, I'd get 900SKR. But obviously I get 900SKR for EACH alarm I sell, and after 15 alarms sold I'll get 1100SKR/alarm. Anyway... When we'd cleared that out, he told me that since I was one of the best they'd interviewed I was welcome to go on a course they'll be having on Monday in Malmö. And since I don't have a driving license, and had trouble getting to the adress they could give me a ride from Malmö station :)

So I'm darn happy now :D

Job interview!

Maybe I shouldn't tell you all this yet... Since it might not go the way I hope... But I'll tell y'all anyway.
On Friday I'm going on a work interview! :D I've never been to one before, so I'm really nervous! Though happy. The woman had read my CV and she thought I seemed right for the job, so she called me oO. Like 40 minutes ago, haha. Anyway... I really hope it goes well. As I said, I've never been on a work interview before, so... Yeah, it just might go to hell :) But right now I'm freakin' damn happy! The working hours are obviously 15:00-21:00, so I figure that if I have the urge I might be able to study one or two courses while I work (still, IF I get it) :)

Damn, I'm late for my class xD Just had to write like everywhere how happy I am :P

Sneak by

Seems like I just might get to enjoy an aroma massage next week. Without having to pay a dime.
But I'm nervous. Never been to that place before, and I've never gotten a real professional massage. Unless you count those "massage chairs" as professionals, that is.
Anyway... Also looks like me and my man are going to Kristianstad tomorrow to "party" with some old friend of his. Might be interesting!

Anyway... Not much more to mention. Ta-ta!

General Happiness

Seriously, this day was like crap to me. It even started badly. I dreamt one of my friends had been kidnapped by some old... Yeah, creepy guy that had mental issues. In order to save my friend, me and another friend broke into the creepy guy's house to get some paper/s. On our way out we were detected, and had to run as hell. I was really scared of getting caught, and had to push myself very hard. And, as you sometimes get while excercising, my head started aching from my efforts. Well, I was very lucky because I woke up during my attempts to escape - just to discover that my head ache followed me to the real, awaken world.

The day continued... In front of my computer. I didn't eat breakfast and I ate lunch as late as 4 pm. I haven't really got anything done. Or well, I bought some food and made the dishes from yesterday and today. But I didn't tidy my own room, and I haven't even opened my school books. And that... Yeah, well it sucks.



This weekend me and Sweetchops will probably go to Helsingborg to visit my Dad. It's this... "Julskyltning" there on Sunday which probably my whole family will attend. Not quite sure though if my Dad's girlfriend Mia is going to tag along, and if so whether her children will come too. But it will probably work out just fine either way :)



These game applications on Facebook are killing me! I like to play those games, but they keep me busy from doing other, meaningful things. I've started to realize that this week. When the day ends and I think about what I've done during the day there's only one answer: "Internet, Facebook applications". Sure, WoW is also occupying a bit of that time. But not nearly as much as Internet in general, and the Facebook apps. Plus I am NOT going to have a subscription for another month. No way hosé! Though at first I was quite disappointed with WoW. It's like any other game I've played, the only change is that it's a MMORPG. Or whatever the f*** the abbreviation is. I mean that it's a game that you play and can meet/talk to real, live humans from anywhere on this planet. And there's quite many of those to choose from. Anyhow, I'm starting to like it more now. A tad. Since there seems to be a lot of nice, fun people there. BUT, it's a real big down-side that it costs per month. If it didn't, at least not ab 150SEK as it is now, then I might've gotten addicted. To me now, it's more like smoking. It costs money, and the only reason I would pay for it per month is for peer pressure. Because all the "cool people" plays WoW(I love video game nerds, video games are fun and the nerds can teach me all about them!). But I ain't smoking, and I never have. Same goes for WoW. I just wish my brother and my boyfriend didn't play such games so much. For usual games you just pay a one time fee and that's it. This "monthly payment" could go to something else much better. Like an experience. What's worse though is that I hate how I waste my own days on playing computer games and then see that those two do the exact same thing. But you know... if they're happy playing I'm not going to mend(barely). And I don't know how much time exactly that they spend playing. Sweetchops might even spend less time than me on it. Plus, I can't say anything until I've been able to cut down on gaming time myself :)

Think I'm gonna go get myself ready for another night of weird dreams.

South Park. Pokémon.

Don't have much to say. Just that I'm going to see "New Moon" with my man tomorrow :) Booked tickets already last Friday, höhö. Didn't think he'd be interested in seeing it, but there I got a pleasant surprise :)
Since the South Park marathon they're holding on Swedish MTV, I've found it hard to keep myself away from watching. Yesterday I even downloaded some of their epic songs :P Like "Kyle's Mum is a Stupid Bitch". I just love the ridiculousness :D It's like Pokémon. Pokémon rules, and a big amount of the reason for it is that people finds it silly. Just to go against the flow, y'know :) Plus I find it real fun when your Pokémon evolve :D And that they have like... "mysteries" to figure out and all that. It's just like Final Fantasy but with graphics more "child friendly". Instead of making the creatures detailed, like in Final Fantasy, they're more simplified. Which basically makes it easier for small children to like the games(and films). After all, the recommended age for Pokémon is like... 3 or 5.
Anyhow, South Park and Pokémon are both silly - but in different ways. South Park just makes me laugh 'cause everyone in South Park (except for Kyle and Stan) are incredibly stupid, and always coming to idiotic conclusions.

Ta-ta!

Rats are our friends.

Howdy folks!
Yet again, it's been awhile since I posted my last... uh... post.
Since then some things have happened, though not life-altering. Maybe the notice about getting the swine flu vaccine on Tuesday could be life-altering, who knows? But otherwise... there's nothing to tell.
Except one thing. If it actually occurs (sometimes I am be real bad at finishing what I intend to). What the thing is? Today I went with Felicia, Christoffer and Joackim to Malmö to meet up with Dad and Mia (Dad's "very good friend") to celebrate Father's Day. Or whatever the hell it's called in English. Oddly enough we went to a big pet store. There they had all these little... uh.. animals. You know... Furry little things, such as chinchillas, rabbits and guinea pigs (why are they called guinea pigs? They don't look like pigs, they aren't pigs. They're more like mice!). Anyhow... There I saw these cute little rats. Soo incredi-cute. I've wanted a rat ever since we met Dad's daughter's rat like 10 years ago. These cost only 90 SEK. That's cheap, I think. And we already have some accessories for them, left after Zip(gerbil) and Tim(hamster). So now I really felt the urge, and was close to buying one. But then I thought (after some scolding from my Mother) that maybe I should wait a few days before making such a hasty decision. After all, rats are nightly active. Maybe I can't sleep during the night? Shortly, go through that and other interesting questions I might face, before taking on the sole responsibility of another life-form.

Anyways, that's the interesting stuff I've thought of! Except getting a new haircut and/or color. And piercing. But yeah... The piercing and hair will probably have to wait. I was enlightened this Friday/Saturday. I rekindled and old flame I've had with this old, rugged hair that decorates my head. So haircut will wait... and piercing too. Piercings doesn't work well for a career. And I don't have a career yet! Think I should get a career to spoil first. Or yeah... Get a career, proof myself worthy and THEN get a piercing so they won't fire me for it :) And if they fire me for just expressing myself, after I've shown my absolute awesomness, then I don't want to work for them anyway!

Now I bet you're real happy. I wrote a somewhat long post! Unless you're lazy that is. Then I just have one thing to say(like the Burger King-commercial where a chef headbutts a contestant in a cook-off): SHAME ON YOU!

Yellow peep-toe pumps and Forex' currency converter

Oh yeah, I bought myself a set of yellow peep-toe pumps for only 76 SKR on Tradera(a Swedish site, much like eBay). The transport is included in the price. Cheap as hell! :D

For those of you who doesn't know, 76 Swedish Crowns (SKR) is the same as:
7,6 EURO or...
6,8 £ or...
11,3 $.

Let's just say... that the currency converter at http://www.forex.se/en/Currency/Converter/ is a whole lot of fun. Y'know :P

Horus.

My brother is buying a new stationary computer tomorrow. I'm really envious. I've thought about buying a laptop, but his totally awesome purchase-to-be seems like a dream. It makes me wonder if I shouldn't buy a stationary instead... But fact remains, I probably need a laptop more.
Tomorrow we're going to Elgiganten to get his computer, and since Windows7 is being released tomorrow we heard there's going to be a lot of offers then. So while we're there I thought I'd check out the laptops. I hope I'll find something good.

What else is new? I've had two tests. A Word-test and a test in German. I passed the Word-test, got the results right away. But the German test didn't go as well. I haven't gotten the results yet, since I had the test today, but I'n 90% sure I failed it. The past two weeks I've been sick boths Wednesdays - the only day I have my German classes - and therefore it's been hard to keep up. When I did the test I was all confused, I mixed up the things I actually did know, and the rest I just tried to guess my way into. It's kind of fun... A part of the test was to "free-write", and the assignment was to describe me or someone else, not neccessarily truthfully. As I didn't know what the hell to write or how to describe, I wrote things like "My mom is blue". What do you say? Think I'll get an A+? ;)

Nothin' more to say. Over.

Lazerzone

This weekend I played at the lazerzone for the very first time in my life!
Played on Friday and Saturday. First time with Joackim and Alexander, and the second time against them and Alexander's friend Patrik.
The results?
On Friday, my final score was -300 points. Not exactly near high score. Let's just say that I ended in last place. But on Saturday however... things were completely turned around! This time, I not only got better score... I was the best of all four! What my score was? 3900 points! Can't believe how I could improve that much. But I guess I just got into it. Especially since I had silly catch phrases while I played :P My first time I had a 2% hit ratio of all ammos I fired. And on the second I had 8%. First time I had lower than anyone of us ever got, and the second I had higher than everyone else. I'm really proud of myself :D

Okey, it was a while since I wrote anything here now. Well, who cares? I don't I have many readers anyway.

For quite a while I've felt less... "good". Now I have a scheduled appointment with a therapist in less than two weeks. I'm feeling very positive that it will help me a great deal. And if it doesn't, at least I've reached one conclusion. Got this appointment today, and already I'm feeling happier. Sure, that's not solely it. I've been a whole lot happier since I met Joackim this Monday and Tuesday. He surprised me with a bath and two roses :D I got really surprised :)

Well, now my dear sister wants the computer and I'd be bad to turn her down.
So, 'til later!

Up-coming Bday

I feel... I don't know. For a minute there we thought we had caught the swine flu. Luckily we hadn't. So now we'll have to look forward to vaccinations in October. If they don't get post poned yet again, that is. At least all of us here in the region of Skåne are guaranteed vaccinations, which is truly something to be happy about.

Myself I'm less happy about the fact that my babe don't have any money to spend on his cellphone. Damnation!
Well, I still hope I'll see him this Friday. Anything else would probably spoil my whole week.

On Monday it's my 20th birthday. A whole lot to celebrate. Especially since I can purchase my own liqeur legally without having to do it in a bar or pub from then on.
I'm going to celebrate the whole charade with a small party on the 11th, and then "having coffee" with a few family members and "in-laws" or what you would call them the 13th. The in-laws, a.k.a Joackim's mom, brother and their "cohabiting partners"(yes, I used Google's "language tool"). Unless my forgetful Sweetchops forget to invite them that is :P
At least, that's what I've planned.

Don't feel like I have much else to say right now. Got anything to say, or think that I've forgotten about, spill it :)

Ochu ochu.

I passed in Russian (thank you God!), and I'm very happy about it. Now I don't have to worry about it again for a while.
Today I've had the day off from school since one of my two Thomas-named teachers was sick. Not in the head, but had some kind of temporary disease. At least I hope it's temporary. Think I'll have my first test on Wednesday too. But it depends, if Thomas isn't back by then I think it'll be cancelled.

Had an awesome weekend. Saw my Dad up in Helsingborg, went go-karting and got to spend lots of time with my hun!

Don't have much to add.
Except three things:
Nicole went to Ireland yesterday. Tomorrow it's 8 months since Joackim and I first met. And in exactly a week I'll have my 20th birthday! Wie, happy! :)

Russian.

I'm not in the mood for studying the Russian language. I want to speak Russian fluently NOW, without having to work my ass off for it. Right now I can just say stuff like "How are you?" probably enunciating it incredibly... bad. I can't use my knowledges very much as it is. I want to be able to write things like "Kneel down to me or I'll put a hex on you!" and similar. But all I have to be satisfied with now is nearly nothing but "Hello. How are you? I am fine. Bye!".
Also, today Mom and I visisted our precious town's library, where Alexander was spending his last day on ferie work(or what the hell you call it in english). We also met one of the people who works there, Jüns, and he told us about interesting things. Interesting things indeed. Among things we got to know about the library is that one can loan language courses (the "repeat-after-me"-type) for free! They had different languages such as Turkish, Arabish, Thai, Norwegian, Russian, etceterav available. Therefore, I've planned to loan one of those Russian language courses as soon as possible. Sure, it'll be after I finished my course and might be a bit unneccessary, but I want to see if I might learn more from it! It'd be great anyways, and I'm eager to learn. On my own conditions.

With that said, I have nothing further.

Cruentus Nox

Damn these movies.

I don't know quite what to do with Saturday.
We weren't able to go have a couples' dinner with Ullis and Ali, since the cash flow wouldn't allow us. And no, I'm not being schizo, I mean me and Joackim.
Anyways... On Saturday, I want to see two awesome movies. The issue is that they are at the same time! One begins at 8 pm, and the other one at 9 pm. The movies are "The Pianist" and "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind". I've seen The Pianist before, but it was an awfully long time ago and it's really great - both as far as I remember and from reviews of it. I've never seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but it seems really good and I've heard it's supposed to be a great one. So which one to choose?! And whom to see it with? I'm going to ask Joackim, but I doubt he wants to see them. Just doesn't feel like his type of movie. Ah well, we'll see about it. After all, he did watch "P.S. I love you" with me (though he wasn't up for it).

After the journey.

I can tell you all that now I'm back in Sweden again.
The journey back didn't go all according to plan, but the temporary fix did last 'til we got to Sweden.
What didn't go according to plan was the the day we were going to take the boat home. We went from the hotel later than planned, and then we got stuck in a car queue and had nearly no gas left. So we missed the 6 pm boat, and got to take one at 10 pm instead. I was dead beat when we got home! Came back to Ystad at 4 am. Went straight for the bed. And the day after I went to Tomelilla and Jocke. God how much I've missed that boy.

Reporting from Belgium

Oh jolly good! Finally I get to write in some sort of language where letters aren't missing!
Right now I'm in Brussels, Belgium. For the moment we're waiting for the hotel bill, but it's taking an awful lot of time for it to come. I wonder why...
Now it's friday, and so we've been on this vacation for about 6 days. We've been in Germany, the Netherlands and Belgium, all very pleasant countries. No, we didn't try and drugs in the Netherlands. But we did see Anne Frank's house! Or at least the place in front of it where you'd pay the entrance fee to see it :P
The trip's been great, gotten to see a lot of things, bought real Belgian chocolate, and seen LOTS of old buildings. In particular churches a.o. cathedrals. Just too bad that Felicia couldn't join us. We missed her a lot on the trip.
Another person I've been missing is my Sweetie. Especially as I saw LOTS of couples any- and everywhere. But I guess it only makes it so much sweeter see him again :)

On Saturday, a.k.a. tomorrow, we'll get back to Sweden if all goes according to plan. Even though the car slightly broke yesterday. But it's been temporarily fixed now, as the car part we'd need is not available anywhere in Belgium and would have to be shipped over from Germany. Hopefully this temporary fix is enough to take us back to Sweden.

See you later!

In short words.

Shortly before I go:

Tomorrow: Kimberley's birthday party! (the girl's turning the big 20!). So gonna celebrate her for about 1 ½ hours before I have to leave for Helsingborg.
And then Saturday: Take the ferry 10 o'clock from Malmö to Germany.

And then... have my one week vacation!

Buh bye.

Contradiction

I'm thinking, in contrast of my short description of myself, of actually tanning consiuosly.
'Cause even though I'd like to stick out, and not tan when people ask if I really want to be this pale, I don't think it looks good to be this pale. Especially not since I have these zits, pale skin makes them more obvious.
Either way, my sun bathing days won't start until after my little "vacation" with Dad, Alex and Mia (Dad's "close friend"). We'll probably spend the most time in the car, 'specially since Iceland got cancelled and we're now going for Germany, the Netherlands and Luxembourg. No time for getting a tan then.

That's all I got to say for now. It's awfully late to be up.

Metro Station: Shake it

Round up.

I've been playing Farmville(online game on facebook by Zynga) for a short while now. Joined it yesterday. It's quite fun, you have your own farm where you can grow trees, flowers and different types of food. For instance you can grow your own tomatoes, potatoes, grapes, rice and coffee. And also you can buy cows, dogs and the like, visit the neighbouring farms of your friends and help by raking up leaves, removing weeds or watering their plants and gett some money for it.

Also I've recently joined a site called 'Twitter'. Got the tip from a certain friend of mine, Nicole(link to her blog, opened in the same window). If you wish to follow me there, you can find me here(opens in the same window). Twitter is a site with basically one motive: to serve as a kind of log for you, that makes your friends able to see what you're up to.
The negative thing about Twitter is that since it only serve this purpose, with practically none variety, it's likely one will get bored with it in the long run.

Yesterday, it rained like hell down here in southern Sweden. Unluckily for me I was in Tomelilla with nothing to wear except shorts, tshirt and a denim jacket and was going to take the train. Twenty minutes of walking in the pouring rain, and twenty minutes spending on the train station. Just lovely. At least I had Joackim with me during the waiting for the train, so I can't say I was bored.
Also, my mom came back from her trip to Tuscany. I felt a bit sad, 'cause I've really felt free during this week without her. But at the same time it's nice to have her back. At least, that's what I hope I'll feel like in a few days, heehee. She brought us presents. I had no thought that she might have bought anything for us, so that was a fun surprise. I got a scarf, a knitted poncho and a bracelet with glass perls :) My sister got the same things, but in different colors. And my brother got a t-shirt, that were from a little more expensive store. I'm happy with what I got!

I seriously don't have more energy to spend on this God forsaken post. I've been awake for over 4 hours, and still hadn't had any breakfast (and didn't eat any dinner last night) so I'm real hungry!
So now, if you'll excuse me, I'll go and eat all the food that's in the fridge.

.....

Life sucks right now.

George Grie

I feel obligated to inform you all that the images I use as "headers" for this blog are all made by the artist George Grie. Most of his images can be found at neosurrealismart.com, but you can also try searching google by typing "George Grie" and you will get a nice selection.

Briefly.

I'm sitting here, at Joackim's mother's house, blogging. One could kind of get the feeling that I don't have a life. That might be true, who knows? But Joackim's sitting by another computer, playing on his beloved game Eve. So, why shouldn't I? Should I just sit next to him, owling him game through galaxies, when I can have fun by a computer of my own? I think not.
Today we're also invited to a party at his brother's house, so I think we'll have to go back to Jocke's (Joackim's) house and get ready soon. Obviously his brother's a bit picky when it comes to getting on time. And I am the worst ever to get on time, so unfortunately it seems like he'll experience many disappointments during our acquaintance.
I think I am going to be an even greater nerd now, during the time that's left until we have to go back to Joackim's appartment. So if you look for me, you'll find me here (AnxietyAttack89).

Tired, so tired.

I hate being unable to settle. If someone comes with a suggestion, I might be thrilled about it or planely hate it. Whatever my answer might be, there's a great risk that I've changed my mind about it the next day. Probably even changing my mind not just one time, but several a day.
Also I've also started to experience trouble with my memory. My two dear friends, Kimberley and Ulrika visited me yesterday, and when Ulrika asked me if I had been partying the past weekend, I could honestly not remember what I had spent my weekend doing.
It was the same thing a few days ago when I went with Joackim to his mother's house and she asked me what we had been doing the day before. My mind was completely blank, and I had to tell her that I honestly didn't have a clue. That felt quite embarrassing, probably could've given the impression that I had been drinking an amount of liqeur so big yesterday that my memory about it now was a big, blank fuzz. And well, that's not quite the impression I would like to give the mother of my boyfriend.
I guess I need a big change, don't know in what form however.
It feels like I'm under a big cloud of pressure. And it feels like it's coming from all directions.
My dad, my family, my boyfriend, my friends, from school... I'm so tired right now, I just want to hurdle up in a corner and rock myself to sleep.

5 months

Yesterday Jocke and I had our 5 months anniversairy.
We didn't celebrate it in any certain way, fact is that if we celebrated every of our month-anniversairies in a special way we'd get broke quite fast.
But 5 months is still something great. We've lasted for 5 months and are still going steady! It's worth celebration of some sort, and if not in cash - why not in the form of a blog post?

Rapid changes of a person's mind.

Today I found some random dude at a site. This site, called bilddagboken, is a site where you post your pictures as a diary with own texts below for everyone to see. Anyways, at first this man seemed fairly alright. He was heartbroken, which was obvious for everyone that read his "diary", and one couldn't help but sympathize with him. Then one checked one or two days earlier. It showed that he had some serious issues! Or at least to me they seemed like real issues. For one his ex-girlfriend had been about 18-22 years old when he himself was in around 40-45. That "overcome-able", age doesn't have to affect a relationship as long as both parts are on the same level. But then one thing prooved that got me real afraid. She had cut off all contact with him at maximum 10 days ago, but they had been friends a couple of months before that, and now he obviously felt really miserable. This far it's all right, still no odd reaction from his side. Then I come to a certain date. He had uploaded a picture of her. There was nothing wrong with this picture neither, but the text beneath wasn't so much pleasant. Below the picture he had written that he had uploaded nude pictures of her onto the web, without her permission, for everyone to see. And he had also written down a description on how to get to that site.
It's disgusting. I understand that he has hard feelings. After all they had been a couple for over 2 years, and it all went from being boyfriend/girlfriend to best friends to nothing in a short amount of time. He even wrote that she had been bad mouthing him to her friends and such, so that must have been really nerve wrecking for him. But he kept repeating in the previous pictures that he loved her, that he hoped it could be the two of them again. How can a person write one day that you love someone to death, and the next post humiliating pictures of the same person on the internet without permission? He really dragged himself into the dirt by doing that. And now he's also flirting with lots of girls that are 19 and alike. Putting pornographic pictures on the same site, saying that he's going to score a lot during the evening and that women are dispensible objects meant to be used.
This man is trying to glorify himself, and at the same time he acts like a full blown jerk.
I can't understand how people can be like that. Change from one to another personality so rapidly. It scares me, and I hate the thought of someone close to me doing that. I like to believe that I can trust people. Though I've gotten to experience quite a few times now that, that is not a truthful fact.

I feel that this certain post is taking more space than I thought, so therefore I'll round it up for this time.

Circumstances designs the taste of a mind.

My boyfriend is probably the best one can find :)
The past sunday (that is the day before today), he got dressed and ready to go without me noticing. Then when he was ready I saw what he was doin' and wondered where the hell he was going. He said he was going to go shop. I assumed he went to buy groceries and got annoyed at him for not telling me earlier that he planned on going. Maybe I, too, wanted to shop? Anyways, he went out and I jumped into the shower. When he got back he showed up in the bathroom while I was showering, and from behind his back out he pops a rose. Of course I wondered why I got a rose all of a sudden. Seems he understood that, 'cause I didn't even need to ask, he just told me anyways that he dropped by the flower shop on the way and just had to buy me a rose. He's too damn sweet! :)
And now I have it in a beautiful vase on my table, in the centre of my room, for everyone to see as soon as they walk within these four walls. I've never really liked the smell of roses, but this time I'd lie if I said I don't. Guess it's the circumstances that designs the taste.

Trips, trips, trips...

Shortly:
Yesterday Joackim told me that I'm going to cancel all my plans for 7th and 8th June. "Why?", I ask. Obviously, I'm supposed to come with him (among his family?) to Halland (a county in Sweden) to celebrate his mother's 50th birthday. She doesn't even know herself, they are apparantly going to kidnap her without any warning. A fun idea. And Jocke said they're gonna pay everything for me! Food, the trip, accomodation... That is what I call hospitality! :) But there's one catch for me though: my summer courses begin 8th June. So... what to do? Guess I'll have to send my teachers a mail and ask how to solve this issue.

By the way, have I mentioned that I also might be going to Iceland this summer for my dad's 50th birthday?

Fatigue with a slice of air-headedness.

Oh, I feel so strange right now. And what's even more surprising is that I don't feel like writing in my swedish blog. Guess it's something new and exciting about this old, forgotten blog that makes me more eager to write here. Not to mention getting to write in english. There's something poetic about english, I don't know what it is... Maybe it could be that it's just a different language than swedish. Who knows? We humans are mysterious creatures.

Anyways. Now I have completely no idea what to write next. Feels like all kinds of thoughts are swirling around in my head, somehow going in the way of my dear boyfriend. Guess I'm just crazy about him.

(room for thoughts).....

Haha! Obviously I can't be too crazy about my boyfriend after all. I just came to realize... that yesterday we've probably been a couple for 4 months. Maybe I'm so crazy about him that I forgot about it since we spent the day together? Damn, I even got angry with him yesterday! I got angry at my boyfriend on our 4 months anniversairy, which none of us remembered! xD that's something alright.

Now I'm dead tired anyhow, and mom's havin' a demand for the computer. Ta-ta.

First real entry.

Nowadays I don't have that much of time to write blogs to be honest. And since I already have a swedish one, I will probably have even less time to write a meaningful, long blog here.
But anyways, this summer I will be taking a class in russian and one course where I'll get an over-view of law and "jurisprudence"(as tyda translated it).

And today I will go see my cutiepie Joackim :) I miss that little bastard like crazy, even at times when only 2 hours have passed since I last saw him. I don't think I've ever missed anyone this much. Is that healthy?

Anyways, now I have to go get some homework done. Can't hang here all day.

A New Beginning.

I've had this blog for about a year I'd guess, and with close to zero activity I decided to delete the two only posts that was ever made here.
As I have a few friends that don't understand my brilliant home language - swedish - I've decided to keep this blog for them to read whenever they find the urge.

Until next time, ta-ta!