General Happiness

Seriously, this day was like crap to me. It even started badly. I dreamt one of my friends had been kidnapped by some old... Yeah, creepy guy that had mental issues. In order to save my friend, me and another friend broke into the creepy guy's house to get some paper/s. On our way out we were detected, and had to run as hell. I was really scared of getting caught, and had to push myself very hard. And, as you sometimes get while excercising, my head started aching from my efforts. Well, I was very lucky because I woke up during my attempts to escape - just to discover that my head ache followed me to the real, awaken world.

The day continued... In front of my computer. I didn't eat breakfast and I ate lunch as late as 4 pm. I haven't really got anything done. Or well, I bought some food and made the dishes from yesterday and today. But I didn't tidy my own room, and I haven't even opened my school books. And that... Yeah, well it sucks.



This weekend me and Sweetchops will probably go to Helsingborg to visit my Dad. It's this... "Julskyltning" there on Sunday which probably my whole family will attend. Not quite sure though if my Dad's girlfriend Mia is going to tag along, and if so whether her children will come too. But it will probably work out just fine either way :)



These game applications on Facebook are killing me! I like to play those games, but they keep me busy from doing other, meaningful things. I've started to realize that this week. When the day ends and I think about what I've done during the day there's only one answer: "Internet, Facebook applications". Sure, WoW is also occupying a bit of that time. But not nearly as much as Internet in general, and the Facebook apps. Plus I am NOT going to have a subscription for another month. No way hosé! Though at first I was quite disappointed with WoW. It's like any other game I've played, the only change is that it's a MMORPG. Or whatever the f*** the abbreviation is. I mean that it's a game that you play and can meet/talk to real, live humans from anywhere on this planet. And there's quite many of those to choose from. Anyhow, I'm starting to like it more now. A tad. Since there seems to be a lot of nice, fun people there. BUT, it's a real big down-side that it costs per month. If it didn't, at least not ab 150SEK as it is now, then I might've gotten addicted. To me now, it's more like smoking. It costs money, and the only reason I would pay for it per month is for peer pressure. Because all the "cool people" plays WoW(I love video game nerds, video games are fun and the nerds can teach me all about them!). But I ain't smoking, and I never have. Same goes for WoW. I just wish my brother and my boyfriend didn't play such games so much. For usual games you just pay a one time fee and that's it. This "monthly payment" could go to something else much better. Like an experience. What's worse though is that I hate how I waste my own days on playing computer games and then see that those two do the exact same thing. But you know... if they're happy playing I'm not going to mend(barely). And I don't know how much time exactly that they spend playing. Sweetchops might even spend less time than me on it. Plus, I can't say anything until I've been able to cut down on gaming time myself :)

Think I'm gonna go get myself ready for another night of weird dreams.